come to jesus - a skeptic's journey

New Age Yoga DJ Goddess Turned Jesus Follower: My Testimony Aloha! Never in a trillion years did I think I would make this video. If Fast Eddie, my dad, could have bet twenty-one million Bitcoin that I would never sit here wearing a cross and talking about Jesus, he would have taken that bet. I would have put money on it too.

Spiritual Warfare After Psychedelics: My Testimony Aloha. I did LSD for the first time when I was fourteen, a freshman in high school. I thought I had found GOD. Forty-plus years of psychedelics later, I am sitting here as a Disciple of Jesus with a newfound deep concern about spiritual warfare, plant medicine, and the doors I accidentally opened in my own house.

From New Age Goddess Worship to Jesus: Why I Renounced It Aloha. I have been Valerie the Vibe Goddess since the late 90s, when I was DJing. I wanted music to uplift people. I preached empowerment. I worshipped the inner goddess. Almost thirty years later I am sitting here as a Disciple of Jesus, renouncing goddess worship, sex magic, and New Age.

From New Age DJ to Jesus: Music as Medicine or Poison. Aloha. I became a DJ almost 30 years ago to use music as medicine for the soul. One love. Let's get together and feel all right. Imagine. I thought I could help people access LOVE. Then I had to look at music inside my from New Age to Jesus life, with Jesus as Lord, and of course I am still learning.

From New Age Narcissist to Jesus: My Kundalini Yoga Testimony. Aloha. I used to sprinkle fairy dust on everything. Peace, love, and granola. Every little thing gonna be all right, Bob. I am a recovering New Age narcissist who used to believe glitter could cure spiritual warfare and battle demons I never really believed existed (I do now).

Spiritual Warfare, Mental Health, Addiction, and Jesus. Aloha. I used to have a roommate back in the 90s. Wonderful woman. I still love her. She struggled with depression, and I could not understand it. My ignorant self told her to just shake it off. Who cares. You do not have to be depressed. Just forget it. That was my whole posture toward mental health and addiction. Dismissive. Arrogant. If it got in the way of your sparkle, I did not want to look at it.

Which Christianity is Right? My From New Age to Jesus Search Aloha. I rejected church and the Bible for over forty years. Please forgive me GOD. I mixed my own GOD. A little Eastern philosophy. A little New Age. A little conspiracy. A little Gnosticism. I called it open-minded. From New Age to Jesus, this is the part where I finally asked the question I had been dodging. Which Christianity am I even practicing?